Moving single-file between the double doors to the reception desk, we were provided red wristbands, BAMESIS lanyards with SVIP designations, a tour poster, and BamBam photocard of choice. Being amongst last ones in the queue, our choice of photocards was limited to two. That said, my complaints are few, for the quality of the bonus items was of a good caliber.
It was with much relief that I found clean, brightly-lit corridors and bathrooms on the both the upper and lower levels of the building. I had envisioned a layout to be akin to Notre-Dame, wherein the seats were uncomfortable wooden benches and indoor plumbing facilities were nowhere in sight. The Thai ahgase scoffed, clarifying that Notre-Dame was a cathedral and that churches indeed possess bathrooms.
We found ourselves filing into the last row, eyes glazing over a tour poster with sticky note instead of the BAMESIS albums we were promised. The team had apparently "ran out" of albums, thus supplemented the last two rows with "partial albums" and tour posters. The "partial" albums involved "sharing" a single album between two people, in which the CD could be signed by one and the photobook by another. Needless to say, this sent the last twenty unlucky fans into an uproar. The SVIP upgrade had promised a benefit of two albums, leading most, if not all, fans to refrain from brining their own copy from home.
These obvious frustrations prompted an interim resolution: Somehow from somewhere, more albums would emerge. Each SVIP ticketholder would be compensated with one full album; the second album would supposedly be shipped out after the show, though further details were not provided.
"Wow!" I turned to the Thai ahgase with shock, "A whole minute!!"
Shortly after settling our album concerns, BamBam strode into the room without warning. By this point, it was 6:30 PM.
While the Thai ahgase suffered tremendous jitters and made sure to announce these woes to those in the vicinity, I remained resolute that I would not be swayed. The fansign would be my sole opportunity to communicate my thoughts directly to the artist, and I wasn't about to stutter or waste any second of my one-minute allocation.
BamBam responded with a soft, friendly "Hi", then immediately asked about my AREA 52 cap. The question had caught me off guard; it hadn't dawned on me that he was asking of its origins, given that AREA 52 merchandise had not been made available in North America. I explained that I had procured the merchandise in anticipation of Toronto being included as a stop on the AREA 52 World Tour. He explained that, due to cancellation of the US tour, the (unannounced) Canada leg was consequently also cancelled.
I nodded in acknowledgement before using the opportunity to transition into my speech. I thanked him for including Toronto this time around, then proceeded to express my gratitude as he signed my album. In that moment, I had forgotten about the album altogether and merely wished to say the things I felt while watching Bam House and associated content online. He chuckled a bit when I thanked him for not retiring, and somehow also held my hands in his as I relayed the resilience of ahgase as a fandom. Only when I let go of his hands to gesture towards my permanent ahgase (Vancouver Ventures D7 P1) marking did his grip loosen on mine. I could sense myself stumbling over my words as the "15 seconds left" sign was raised. The conversation steered onto the topic of GOT7-inspired tattoos, followed by the near-imminent appearance of the "Time's Up" sign.
I was an elated ahgase.
I must also remark: BamBam's face is a lot sharper up close!
The final four SVIP slots would be occupied by the Thai ahgase, an Edmonton native, and a Thai auntie who had purchased not one, but two (!) SVIP passes for two chances at the fansign.
Once all ahgases had exercised their turn, BamBam stood up to greet us collectively. He expressed his happiness towards the fan interactions, further declaring that he didn't believe fansigns to be exclusive to Asia. Naturally, the group cheered in agreement.
When the venue had been changed from Four Seasons Centre for the Performing Theatre, existing ticketholders were promised the equivalent of their seat in the new venue. When the Thai ahgase and I had arrived, we were shocked to find our seats occupied. We'd soon learn that the first row in Global Kingdom Ministries was unlabelled, while the second and third rows were labelled as "A" and "B". The staff would intervene in an attempt to clarify the discrepancy. After an extensive period of mumbled discussion and stage crews urging in Korean that "the show must start!", all ticketholders would be shifted back one row to align with the venue's named seating.
The Thai ahgase was about to move; I gestured to sit down. "Why must we move back when we were promised the equivalent of our ticket? We had second row and this is second row."
Another member in the front row nodded in support. Yet, the staff had the audacity to respond with the unreasonable: "Second row is still second row and first row is still first row, since no one will sit in this row. You need to move back to prevent confusion for others finding their seat."
"Isn't that what staff is for?" I retorted, irritably.
The lady rolled her eyes while heaving a deep sigh.
After some internal discussion, the crew enforced the measure, albeit passively. "Everyone move back one row - we must start the show! You can move up later if there is space, but for now you must move so we can start."
None of these utterances were comprehensible in the slightest. That said, the ordeal affirmed the strong bond of ahgases as a fandom. Not a single ticketholder sought out better seats over one another, but rather supported fair treatment for all. It was a united front that rarely exists in modern-day fandoms - and society as whole with the arrival of Gen Z. Perhaps it was also worth mentioning that fans at or over the age of 30 were more common that those in their young adult years.
At 8 PM, I hastily dashed towards the bathroom. At 8:05 PM, the lights dimmed. It was show time!
The stage would dim after the second song, and a Filipino MC would emerge. Subsequent sections of the Showcase would comprise of raffle draws and a games segment with fans in the crowd. Five ahgases were selected for a face-off against BamBam.
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I will not lie: I nearly lost my mind when A was played.
When LOOK was played, BamBam gestured again. I quickly navigated to the front, but was forcibly pushed away by the security guard. In response, BamBam tapped his shoulder lightly. Tensions were eased, and the crowd continued to draw near for a true encore experience.
Apparently, one more track had been prepared, but the speakers were announced to be broken at the conclusion of LOOK.
BamBam thanked us again for our incredible energy, then exited the stage with his dancers. By this point, it was nearing 10:30 PM.
In a way, the BAMESIS showcase took me back in time to the 7 for 7 V Live, a showcase that I watched eagerly from afar, perched onto the edge of my bed from the early hours of 4-6 AM.
Nevertheless, the lack of foresight and downright despicable time management was a marvel to behold. Our activities as SVIP ticket holders would conclude just before the 11:30 PM mark. Approximately 5-6 hours later, I was exhausted and ready to head home.
The absence of bag checks was another aspect of note. Prior notices had listed plastic water bottles under 350 ml being the only acceptable forms of liquid, though inspections were not conducted to confirm whether those in exceedance were in tow.
Food and water intake had been limited, but physical wellbeing was most impacted by the concert activities. The following afternoon's at-home pilates session drew attention to differences in the body. Areas that weren't usually subject to tension were now aching and stiff. Similarly, areas that usually did not crack resulted in loud releases this time. The observations confirmed pilates to be a pivotal tool for functional mobility, in addition to a restorative practice.
Ahgase is my kind, my people, and the community to which I belong.
GOT7 is home - now and forever.